It is my second week in college and I am regretting what I did a few weeks ago.
It was the day when I got my course confirmation on PLM. Gladly, I got into my dream course which is BS Biology. I was very happy because I can study in my parent’s dream school in my dream course. I was enrolled in PUP at that time. I was only given a few days to register at the university and in a few days was the start of the classes. Initially, I want to because it is
where I dream to study medicine but, not my undergraduate course. I was confused so, I asked a lot of people about what I should do. Most said to go to PLM including my family and one said PUP because it is where I desire to be and where I feel at home.
PLM may be the preferred school of my parents and a prestigious school to enter but, it is not where I feel myself to be.
I decided to study in PLM because the competition for the admission slot for my batch is tough since it will be a priority to enroll students who graduated from their college and the population of the enrolled students from my batch is large. Based on the blogs that I have read, most of those who got admitted to PLM-CM are from the big 4 universities and are graduates of Latin honors. What if I wasn’t able to be admitted to my dream medical school? That was my mistake. I looked into the future and not in my present. I got afraid of what might happen. I decided to use my mind alone and not with my heart.
I wish I stayed at my dream school in my dream course and study with the people that welcomed me at first. I wish to decide when my heart and mind are full. I wish I can turn back time.
But, it is time to move on and enjoy where I am right now. I am starting to have friends in my class and they all are amazing! I am starting to adapt to the environment at my university and do my very best in my acads.
I am happy with what I have and I am excited to see what my future holds.
Continue to keep moving forward ♡
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